so i will start smiling again. 'cause life's like that.

you've got to be happy. you're got to be happy other people are happy. and in turn everybody one happy family. haha shit i am crapping again. but nobody ever reads my blog, or do they? they don't seem to tag sia.. why? haha. no idea. but oh well, no readers also the blog must live on, just like my life.

its weird being sad 'cause its just not me, ya know. andddddddd walao i've been sleeping very late and waking up early for the past 3 or 4 days already. body clock is officially screwed. man oh man.. this is very bad preparation for my IPP at IBM. have to wake up early 'cause my workplace will be around Expo there.

thats really really reeeeeaaaalllyy far. but on the bright side, i get to do bullshit and get paid at the same time for 3 whole months. woo i can list down so many things i wanna buy. woo lala.. thinking of wadrobe upgrade.. need nicer clothes. lol.  oh well lets just hope the food and atmosphere at work there is nice. ahhh i wll miss school so much. will miss having lunch with Xiong, Loon, Nusnus and MinMin. will miss south canteen's wedges, Koufu's nasi lemak. SIT block, the labs.. bah everything. especially the fact the i won't be able to see her anymore for 3 months in school. crap siaaaaa.. aiyah its not the end of the world haha k i am crapping again. shit. haha.

oh yeah i'm hooked on this song called Love Light by a Korean band name C.N. Blue. its really soothing with nice tunes, good sweet lyrics and a pretty good voice (which is hard to sing along to). right now its on loop in my windows media player and i will nvr get sick of the song man. i have no idea why. haha. special song?

oh yeah, thanks to my fyp teammate, WJ, i got hooked to KPOP and got sucked into the Korean world. the culture is awesome and cute and cool and all like wow man it really opened my eyes to a whole new world (or country lol). i've sorta picked up some of their language and it really nice to speak. haha but it really exercises the mouth man. haha.

ohkay enough of this Korean madness for now.

i just wanna say i'm alright now.

thanks for all your care and concern (you all know who you are?)

and uh bro banana for the chillout sessions that really cleared my mind and soul.

feel at peace now, partly because Love Light is playing through my ears now. haha.

okay i seriously have to stop crapping, stumbling, fumbling.

its time to be awesome.

2:34 AM